I was speechless. It took me a couple of days to process what he had told me. He was in fact, correct. In my heart, I had killed God. Nobody is home o... on the throne.It’s a liberating, yet lonely thought. All my life, I have been told of a loving Father which is an image I clung to as I never had one. The Christian faith is burned deep into my soul/mind and even though I have no “faith” I still find comfort in it’s familiarity. I’m also Heathen and find comfort in the sagas of my ancestors and. After all, your mom is doing this so you don't have to sit in your sisters juices," Bill instructed.Hanna didn't say a word but she immediately dropped to her knees beside her mom. She glanced at the hard wet pole that was tenting the material in Bill's lap before looking back at her mom."Now Susan," Bill instructed. "First, pull the t-shirt back down so you can start it right. Then you can take care of your side and tell your sister what to do on her side. Your goal is to take your mom's. I could see a rapid rubbing motion taking place. The front of her skirt bounced slightly with each stroke. Her eyes looked heavy and I could see her chest heaving slightly.Everything in me screamed to close the file. It was wrong for so many reasons to keep watching. But I was frozen, mesmerized. She rubbed rapidly, then slowed down, massaging herself under the skirt. "She's fully dressed," I told myself. "It's completely natural." She's a beautiful girl of no more years than a baker's dozen,. He acted embarrassed and said, “Come with me and I’ll see if I can find your personal effects.” He reached over and tore the badge from the shirt of the guy who had come to let me out. He said, “Go see your Sergeant to find out if you still have a job.”The man took me to the front of the building and had officers running all over the looking for my belt, shoelaces, book, coat, and wallet. Everything began showing up and my wallet finally came. I looked inside and said, “Ah, there was a little.