We began experimenting with the internet on a few swinger sites and playing with our new video camera. It wasn't long before our love of home movies a...d digital photography turned into a new web cam for chatting cam2cam with couples on these sites. I also found I enjoyed porn as much as my new husband, and I became fascinated with naughty chat and dirty talk. We both explored our interest in role play, and I have always enjoyed dressing up. But now, it's all about sexy lingerie and erotic. Shirley's friend came down to stay for the weekend a couple of times. We made wonderful music together, but I'm afraid there wasn't much in the way of chemistry between us. It appeared to me that I could find plenty of women to bed and have a good time with. But I just couldn't find one who could ignite my fire like Emily could and she was out of bounds; and married with children by then.I attended Brian and Shirley's wedding alone, much to my mother and father's chagrin. They couldn't wait. My entire body shook, and I felt like I just got out of the shower. I hadn't been in there yet, but I needed to get myself off thinking about Rose's sweet body and mine together. I failed to utter another word for another moment, but then there was a knock at the door."Lil," Rose called out, knocking. "I don't hear the water running, and I need to use the bathroom." Shit," I whispered, prior to going to the shower. "Yes, I'm just about to get in, just wait a minute." Okay."I bit my bottom lip. "Am I? I have a right to feel uncomfortable about this. She is your ex,you had sex with her, and she's with you all the God damn time. Youspend more time with her than me," Jessica raged."So, you feel uncomfortable? Deal with it," Kevin said dismissively."I'll tell your parents," she threatened."Fuck," Kevin sighed knowing they wouldn't be thrilled and wouldprobably arm-twist him to disinvite Sam. "Is this what you really want?A bitch of a husband that folds when it gets tough? Don't you want.