I composed a mental note to everyone who knows me:"Dear all, I can only start by telling you that I’m sorry in how I’ve let myself and you all dow.... You think I'm a nice well-balanced heterosexual girl with a fine reputation. Disappointingly, I thought I was too, but at the weekend, I ashamedly had sex on a first date. To deepen the wound in your estimation of me, I have to confess that it was with a girl." It never went beyond being a mental note.On other occasions I flipped to the complete. Mostly she played on the "girl-next-door" look, with overalls and jeans, but she had been known to get away with the occasional knee-length shirt, or revealing top. She had tanned shoulders, which she showed off only slightly more than her tanned cleavage.Despite her attractiveness, however, Carly had never had a real boyfriend. She had always been too shy, or too busy, or perhaps a combination of the two. Scratching behind Alistair's ear, she wondered what she was going to do when every other. I cried and Daddy pulled me up into his lap and kissed and kissed me. He said it would be ok, but that he was going to need a new wife right away to take care of his needs. I looked up at him and said, "Can't I be your new wife, Daddy?". Daddy said that I was a little young, but I told him I would take really good care of him, I didn't want any other women in the house with us. He said that I would have to do the things that I saw him doing with Mommy, and even more than that.I answered him. ..I inhaled deeply and made up my mind. I was alone so there was no risk. And I could use Marshall, he was always so gentle. What was the harm?Leviticus 18:23, my Catholic brain quoted to me, "A woman must not offer herself to a male animal to have intercourse with it; this is a perverse act." There was also the fact that I had promised myself to wait for Lee, that I didn't need to do anything sick or depraved in the meantime. I debated the decision a little bit more then said out loud, "Fuck.