I was disappointed, but also relieved!I took my trousers off, that's a look I have always loved, a slip showing under a top, very sexy! Next I unbutto...ed my shirt and took it off, now I was standing in just a full petticoat and stockings with suspenders!I slipped on a pair of heels, then next, I was going to put a dress on, but I decided not too, and so I just stayed in my slip and nylons!When I had done this I went to look for the bag with my friends nightie in but it was gone, I was a little. You feelliberated when you have it on!" Here, have a cigarette," I said offering him one and watching withinterest as he took it! We sat there smoking. Wearing women's underwearwas challenging Trevor's self-perception and his taking of the cigarettewithout me getting him drunk this time showed his openness to newexperiences. He was getting hooked."Are you enjoying wearing a bra?" I asked."I never thought I would but wearing a bra helps you with posture and Ilike the feeling of the straps. We just gave her a roof over her head and a warm bed to sleep in and some sense of a normal life.She sort of took my daughter's place snuggling next to me in the recliner on movie night. My daughter was gone to college so I guess there was a vacancy. I felt terrible for the feelings I had when her breast pressed into my side or when her hand would rest on my leg. I had to keep myself from looking down her pajama top, knowing I wouldn’t be able to hide my excitement. Like I said, I felt like a. ’ ‘I’m so relieved.’ He looked surprised and uncomprehending. ‘You’re not perfect.’ ‘Not by a long shot.’ ‘I didn’t trust you. I should have known, but I didn’t trust you. And again, today, I didn’t know what you were going to do. I should have just trusted you.’ ‘How do you know what I’m going to do?’ Jeff asked. ‘You were late, very late.’ ‘You’ve lost me, Ashley.’ ‘You would never have come this late if you weren’t going to go through with it. You would never allow all these guests to come.