As I sat in a small bar in a pub I thought back on my life and how it had brought me a Fifty + year old crossdresser to this place and time. Back in t...e late 70s and early 80s many the top shelf magazines were full of “lipstick lesbians” dressed in sexy satin and lace lingerie in various poses so when I got hold of some of those magazines the connection was made between feminine beauty, kissing, tongues, sex, satin and same sex love so all that was to follow in my life seemed to follow on from. Strengthening the lenses angle they would change quickly to a more base like state filled with fear, humiliation and terror. Again further strengthening the lenses the imagined terror could turn to lust and animalistic urges displayed. She remembered studying human sexual response as a medical student and this new discovery intrigued Her greatly. If this could cause such a reaction in the mindless ones, She wondered how it might effect the more stable. Remembering the male Doctors who were so. She began to pant softly, and her hands moved to her tits, running over them as he pissed on her. She started cooing as she washed her tits in his hot piss, feeling it run down her neck and over her shoulders.She glanced at his face as she washed her tits. She clamped her thighs together, the pressure upon her cunt and clit bringing a delighted moan from him. Looking back at his cock, she licked her lips slowly. The stream was moving toward her neck, and just as she had thought, he was going to. . So I hold onto your sides and let the movement before automatic, let the sensations flood me, no blocking, no resistance, just the relentless feeling of thrusting in and pulling out, slow and relentless, and I feel the tightening of my balls, no doubt you can feel me stiffening too as you raise you head and try to look back at me over your shoulder.I cant see more than the side of your face, but your mouth is parted, your lips shining and moist and I can hear your breathing quickening, you.