"Now there were tears in her eyes and once again I used my finger to wipe them away."Noel, I believe that you loved her very much but I'm sure she wou...dn't have liked you to mourn her this way for the rest of your life."The words came out without some conscious thinking."No, the love was not destructive. It was the anger that I felt after her death, and that I still sometimes feel. There once was a person who had gone through something similar who warned me about the anger burning inside. I. But she was the type of person who could remember something from just simple keywords, so her diary didn't read like prose - at least, not to an outsider. But since it was HER diary, it was already supposed to be totally private.Susan's parents trusted her and never displayed any inkling towards eavesdropping or snooping, so there was only Ted (her brother) for her to worry about intrusive behavior. But Ted was now a junior in high school ... and full of himself (some nights, literally).One. It’s gross.”Mom laughed and said, “Listen honey, you haven’t seen nothing yet. Your brother is fifteen years old and just a perfectly normal boy. He is not a freak…he is absolutely normal. He just needs some relief…from us.”Leslie said, “From us! You don’t really expect me to touch that thing do you?”Mom laughed and said, “I will if you will.”Leslie started to gag and ran into the bathroom.Mom just looked at my stiff cock and asked, “Do you want me to jerk you off, give you a blowjob, or just. He'll do NICE." I began to get panickey. "What's going on? I don't want any trouble," I say. "No trouble bitch," says the other guy. "And if you're REAL NICE" and do JUST what Bill and me say, YOU might get to leave in one piece!" "I'm sorry babe," the woman says. "But they told me if I didn't find them some fresh meat, they were goin' to beat me senseless." "Here's the deal, sport," said the big guy. "We got us two guys, and only one girl. So Tammy here brought us you!" "But - I'm a GUY!" I.