I apologized immediately and asked for his forgiveness. He told me he had to be sure I would remember this always and never make the same mistake twic.... I tell him that I understand and agree that I need to be punished more. I can’t ever admit how much I am turned on right now. It’s not the pain so much, it’s the dominance. He bent me back over that bed again and told me I need to count down each strike, one at time. There were to be 15 of them, and he would stop in between each one, so I. The money they had would just about cover tuition for a year at Stanford. But not room and board and incidentals like books and pizza.Ben and I smiled. "Frank," I said, "Stanford has a 'need blind' admissions policy. That means that, if a student is admitted and wants to go there, they'll work out the financial end of it. Send in your scholarship papers and see what they'll do. I think you'll be pleasantly surprised." Of course," Ben stuck in, "by then, we'll be married. I can pay for college. Once dried off I head over andpick?up the?teddy from my new lingerie drawer and select the pink"sissy" panties along with a bra for the day. I grab some jeans afraidthe lingerie will show through my slacks and a dark shirt. The weatheris getting warm today so I know I will be hot in this shirt but wouldrather hot than having the teddy and bra showing. I set off for work onmy bus. The teddy feeling particularly cool against my skin and the brathankfully keeping my new nipple piercing from being. I noticed Sally had stopped crying and was holding me, listening to Myrna as closely as I was. This was a side of Myrna that I had never seen before, and I wanted to know why she had changed her mind about me. I couldn't remember ever acting that badly. She picked up where she had left off, as soon as she was seated. Kat was watching me and Myrna, and seemed fascinated by what she was saying, and Carver seemed to be also."The first time I saw you watching her and that horse, and saw all the.