Mac’s wife Jennifer was terminally ill. For three weeks, Mac had cared for his wife at home and had forgotten what it was like to have a proper nigh...’s sleep. Dr. Johnson proposed the services of Nancy and finally, Mac relented. Mac could easily afford her services because he was very well-off. Having retired a year before, Mac’s sons were now looking after their successful family business. Upon retirement, Mac and Jennifer had moved to a city with a temperate climate to live out the rest of. (yeh right!) We chatted a bit and I slipped in the conversation in a nod, nod wink, wink way sort of man to man information way, that, “between he and I, Mel was a bit of a goer when she was younger, and she adored bondage and a good hard spanking back then…” Andy still not having an inkling about my knowledge or my cameras… he laughed and said “lucky Ted”, as if he was listening to the ramblings of a potty cripple, anyway just then Mel appeared with my evening meal and they soon left me to. Paula had all her board gamesand old male toys, which she was glad to get out of her life at her owntable. Her old Star Wars shoe box reminded her that there wasn't anythingfrom the movie trilogy that she didn't own."Look, she's collecting things already." Jennifer laughed as she saw hergrandmother looking through a bunch of books on one table. "You should see her Explorer," Paula's mom said as she pointed out to thedriveway. "It's already jam packed. I can't see how she can take any. .soft, warm, content and beautiful.Either way, ina picture in her youth or a recent pic as a wife of 11 years on my phone, she is always on my mind. With me wherever I go. Ironically, I didn't appreciate her the way I do now when she was the gorgeous creature in the picture on my desk (I love her so much more now than when it was taken), but I have a fraction of the time to spend with her these days. She works a morning shift and I work afternoons/evenings...or afternoon, evening AND night on.