The way rubber grips me and the smell and the feelof it are great."We chatted together and had drinks all enjoying our outfits andthe sexiness of the ...ituation. I felt incredibly happy andadored what I was wearing. The feel of the petticoats billowingaround me was the ultimate!We ordered pizza for supper and rolled a dice for who wouldanswer the door. Sally Anne rolled highest so when the bell rangshe got up, took the money and went to the door. She looked sosexy with her stockings on show. She’d had a bit to drink back when they ate, and was still a bit tipsy it seemed. “The rain can be a lot of fun sometimes.” John raised his head from the steering wheel and looked over at her. She had a slightly mischievous smile on her face. “What do you mean by that?” he asked. “Well, I used to love to play in the rain when I was younger. I still do sometimes.” She smiled even wider and gazed out the window. “As a matter if fact, I think it’d be fun right now.” She. I'm not really sure what he was after, but I got the impression that he wanted some sort of professional absolution. He'd done some pretty terrible things, and I believe he wanted an expert to tell him that it wasn't really his fault. I wanted nothing to do with him. I gave him the name of a renowned psychiatrist and told him that I wouldn't see him unless he agreed to take the medication I was sure a psychiatrist would prescribe. That's a bit of a paradox, really. Paranoids aren't too keen on. He probably just wandered off."At this point, I would only be placated by finding him. She went off in one direction and I started in the other.He couldn't possibly have gone off with a stranger. I had coached him over and over about that. "Cole? What do you do if a stranger offers you candy or says I'm going to take you to your mommy and daddy?" I say no and run away or go tell a grown-up," would be his reply.It was this factor I tried not to think about, but my worry was beginning to affect.