After the funeral Steve asked what i was going to do i said i was going home to just be by myself for awhile i needed time to figure out what i was go...ng to do i had a house that i was now alone in no Beverly to run my life pretty scary stuff for an eighteen year old to grasp. My life was forever changing i now wanted to be Amy forever if it meant me having a surgery in a foreign country that would make me Amy i was all for it. I knew that i still had school to think about as well I had laid. Again, without any pressure we battered back and forth varioussuggestions until he finally suggested on a half way beauty spot. Therewas car park, a small cafe and several benches that overlooked somelovely views.I listened carefully as he suggested that we would both park next toeach other at the far end of the car park near one of the numerousbenches and hopefully sit outside. Mid week should be fairly quiet, butthere could be dog walkers and the like, but he would be there to ensuremy. “Yes, but don’t stop,” I breathed. I really didn’t want him to; I was so enjoying the sensation. The heady scent of sandalwood and the heat of the wax were almost intoxicating. “Perhaps you’d like me to cool you down a bit.” I was about to tell him not to, when there was an equally sudden burning sensation on my tummy. At first it felt exactly like the wax, but then I realised it wasn’t hot at all, it was ice-cold. But coming directly after the hot wax, the burning sensation was very similar.. We behaved like strangers whenever we used to meet each other. But on WhatsApp, she used to share all her secrets with me. She told me her family story that how after her father’s death situations changed in her life. She was forced to marry a 15-year older guy just because he didn’t demand any dowry. She told that everyone Is forcing her on kids. And many times, told that she got a boring husband.I had a huge crush on her which even she observed from my flirty messages. Slowly I got dare and I.