Her left eyelid was gone. The left side of her full lips—the same lips she’d always been proud of—were now a sinewy texture she didn’t recogni...e, and blood flowed freely down over her mouth.The entire half of her face began to radiate an unbearable stinging that made her eyes immediately start watering. Blood began to flow from more spots. “Help...”She turned back to the mirror, her eyes widening further as she took in the monstrosity that she’d become. Tears flowed from her eyes, and she. I went home and laid on my couch to watch some tv. I drifted off to sleep. "Buddy. Buddy, wake up." I opened my eyes and Sunny was kneeling in front of my face. She smiled and kissed my lips. Her tongue traced mine. God, she tasted wonderful. "Sunny, what are you doing?" I asked breaking our kiss. "Buddy, don't tell me you can't feel the chemistry between us? Since I saw you this morning I knew I had to have you. Did I tell you that while in Chicago I grew a strong love for older white. I was pretty crude in what I said, and I shouldn’t have done that. I’m still working through all my issues with Birgit and my friends. By the way, Melanie and Pete split up.”“Oh, that’s sad. They were great together.”“Yes, they were. But she made some mistakes and now they’re apart. I don’t know if they can get back together or not.”“Because of you? You didn’t do it with her, did you? She was practically begging.”“She was. And no, I would never do that to Pete. I have way too much respect for. " No I don't," I acknowledged. "However, I am not depressed about beingJayne and as long as I'm passable I'll be able to cope. I'm pleased thatJessica has the opportunity to find what she needs to be. I'm not sureif I need to be a boy or a girl. I'm happy as a boy but I've been told Ididn't act like one." How many times did you dress as a girl before Saturday?" Never. Saturday was the first time." No way," said Lewis."David was always feminine and I've known him for years," said.