He’s seen me naked and had sex with me. He’s always going to look at me differently now. There’s always going to be that undertone there.”Hold...ng her hands tight and gazing into her soul I took a deep breath and tried my best to help us both deal with the new reality in Jill’s work life. “Honey, I grant you things will be different in the future. But that really doesn’t have to be a negative. You’ve still got your friendship with Chris. Nothing’s going to break that or take it away, it’s real. They areso dirty and carry diseases. This is my body too, you know." So it sounds to me like James is trapped as well. I think he'd want togo out with some beautiful woman, and buy her dinner. Maybe touch her legunder the table, and take her home and make love like he'd like to do. Asyou've said, he's not a homosexual." So this is your job, Jeanette. We've been coming for a long time and itseems like we're not making progress in either separating us or bringingus together in some balanced. The guys that run the place are really friendly, they took my jacket and the hoodie I had on and hung them to dry off in their office as we chatted away, no cabins available they tell me but no worries it was a busy afternoon I was told, great stuff I replied and made my way to the lockers, bumping into a fully clothed crossdresser on my way. "Hello darling" I say to her and get a Hi back, from the gurl. Good start I'm thinking, I love CD's and used to dress regularly myself. I start to get. The car was a head-turner and I saw people taking pictures of it. Good thing the windows was blackened. I loved the car, but not the attention it got. However, I parked the car and went into the cafe. I went up to the counter.“Hi, I need to pick up a salad for Miss Lauren. Is it ready?”She looked back at the kitchen. “2 minutes, then it's done. Have a seat in the meanwhile!”I looked around and saw a husband with his wife glancing at me. “Thanks, can you make an Americano with milk and no.