"Okay, I need to stop this once and for all! I can't keep living this way. It's just not right!" I repeat for the umpteenth time that I've been standi...g here. I have been trying to tell myself those things over and over again in these more frequent situations as of late. But what good does it ever do? I find myself right back in this same situation. Perhaps a different day, a different time, a different location, but still: here. Immobile mentally. A disability that is currently manifesting. I thought of how much I love her and she loves me. I smiled now also. We retrieved her car from the carpark and headed home. "I'm sorry about how the afternoon went for you Randy. I don't think you have any idea of what I'm worth and all this business is upsetting you. Please don't be upset. I want to protect you as much as I want to protect myself. You know I love you more than I loved Duke." I took her hand in mine and drove the rest of the way home. I was satisfied with my day and I wanted. .. Holly Hyde. She saysMr. Jones sent her to see you. Shall I send her in?" His facebrightened and he smiled. At last! Now he could get some answers andfind out about this enigmatic girl."Yes! Send her right in and I don't wish to be disturbed." Adjustinghis tie and making sure he looked suitably imposing and impressive, heleant back in his chair and steepled his fingers. He found it made himlook more intellectual and knowing that way.The door to his office opened and a girl stepped in. '"Susan continued speaking through the door. "Oh." There was a long pause while she considered what to say. "Tiger, do you know what I'm thinking? I'm thinking it's probably been hours and hours since you last unloaded one of your big sperm loads into anyone. I know you must have had a lot of cheerleader porking fun at school today, but don't forget your daily target. You haven't even asked for any stealth stroking help, and that makes me sad. Do you think you want to, uh, take a load off.