" When you touched my rectum with your fingertip... just before I came?"Laura nodded. "I wondered if I was being too bold."Makeeda shook her head. "It...happens to just make me nearly die. I mean, if you push your finger all the way in. I just..." God, I'd hate to see you come any deeper than you did that time. I'd have to call the paramedics." Don't worry. I'll survive. I couldn't get Diane to do it very often. She thought it was dirty. You know, not hygienic. She had a thing about that."Laura. I felt embarrassed looking at it. Everyone knew what it meant. I also felt guilty about Bill’s wife. I could not believe that she wanted this to happen. She had been good to me. I felt that I had betrayed her. A week and a half after winning the contest Bill invited me to have dinner with him and his wife. Of course I accepted, but I felt embarrassed, wondering if she suspected. Bill lives in an elegant home, as befits the. .." I suddenly found myself choking again, only this time I suspected it was Terry and not the Judge causing it to happen. The grip around my throat wasn't as strong as before, but it was still tight enough to stop me from breathing. After a few moments the pressure disappeared and I was able to breathe again."We can do it your way or my way," she said clearly and calmly. "My way is much less painful. All you have to do is treat me with the same respect you want to be treated with. I don't. I purchased a new pair of black hold-ups from the adult shop earlier and I am careful not to ladder them as I slowly roll them up my legs, only stopping when the lace-topped bands reach their resting place on my thighs. I wear the skirt from last night with the black scoop-neck top that I brought as a spare.Checking my reflection in the mirror, I notice that it’s nearly the time that I booked the restaurant for. Once there, I initially feel self-conscious, unaccustomed to doing something like.