My thighs were still splayed wide with my hand between them for what seemed like hours before I pushed them together again and pressed back down my sk...rt. I licked my lips with my eyes closed as the lingering images of my brothers and father faded away. Shame and desire and satisfaction wrapped around me like a blanket. A thick, comforting blanket I had missed for less than a day but miss it I had.Never had a self-induced orgasm felt so important. I didn't want to suppress my feelings anymore.. With women he was no great success either. The local girls married their own kind, and though he found a few pleasures among the summer tourists, nothing ever came close to real love or lasting relationships. The few times he attended courses and conferences, which might have been fair hunting-grounds, he had no luck either. Probably because he was so eager to 'score', that his female colleagues almost laughed at him.At least in the women's department he ought to have had some luck, because. However, he was to take her to a club that evening, to meet some men he was sure you enjoy seeing. Jane was very happy about this, and went off to see Darren.After she was gone, Mary came round the desk to see me out. Automatically, my hand went out to shake hers, but instead she came forward and spat in my face.“Get out, you pathetic wimp,” she snapped, and I left with her saliva running down my cheek.That evening I waited at home, not knowing where my wife was, or who with. Finally, at about. I had to go back on my own and made my way to my house in deep contemplation of the events of the day. We agreed to meet there later that day.Amy and Valerie had to be called from their dormitory and eagerly jumped into the car to get back to my place. Their smiles disappeared when they saw my countenance and the journey took on a sombre mood. On the way I told them about the situation and had to do an awful lot of reassurance to calm them down. Both girls were deeply fearful and not all of it.