His guy had been sending me messages, bugging me, sending me hot pics of himself. He was so hot, so one day I "Caved" in and agreed to hook up with hi... in a nearby hotel. He offered me to pay for the room and the sex, so I was a happy gurl :DHe instructed me to doll up like a emo, so I did. Black makeup and lipstick, light foundation, nosering and hooops in my ears. My black superstraight hair was all shiny with a pink hairband and a pink rose. I put on a black, offshoulder top and a red bra. Please don’t say anything to management.” Milly said in a somewhat fearful tone.“NO” What really was going through my head was ‘just what would you do to help keep my mouth shut?’“No of course not!” is what I said.“Thank you, sir,” Milly said as she left the room.I just stood there for a few minutes, just taking in this beautiful little maid, but she seemed taller now? I continue scanning your sexy body and notice at the end of those gorgeous legs, she’s in high heels. Oh dear lord, my knees. Samantha giggled, commenting on how it was like a joystick for Pacman. She began making "waka waka" noises and moving it around. Kyle shot her a dirty look and she stopped. Thinking Samantha had gotten her fill of curiosity for one night, Kyle began putting his raging boner back into his pants. Samantha objected and forces to him to keep it out, or else she'd tell mom he wasn't helping her with school. Kyle quietly cursed to himself, pulling it back out for his sister. She began pulling it now,. But whatever it was, it was because of Lanie.That night I realized, I did have feelings for her. And let me just tell you, guilt smacked me upside the head that night. I lay on the couch, a sheet covering my feet, a pillow resting under my head, and all I could think about was how I had cheated on Lanie, that, and how I could have made the transition from cheating on her, to having some kind of crush on her. ——————————————————————————————————————— Over the next few weeks, my guilt slowly faded.