People varied in age from 29 to 67. Until that happened, I had no clue as to the pulse of gay/bi males in my community of ~70,000 people. I responded ...o each one, briefly exchanging particulars of each other - and our sexual preferences. Some respondents were describing themselves as "experienced." Several indicated they'd tired of their marriages, and were considering alternative exploits.I made a selection, based on the availability of each respondent. Fred was available the rest of the day,. Mann mein bas yahi sochta raha ki kisi bhi tarah unhe chod saku.aur isi intezaar mein 1 saal nikal gaye aur mein 12th standard mein pahuch gaya.. Exams ke baad mein vacations mein apni dadi ke yahan per gaya, chachi wahin per rehti thi, aur garmi ke din hone ki wajah se hum shaam ko ghar ke samne ke park mein hi bahut der tak khelte rehte the. Saath mein chachi bhi aa jati thi aur hum logo ko kareeb 8-8:30 ho jaate the phir khana khane ke baad hum log phir se park mein aa jate the. Mein skating. Sometimes after these morning sessions, I left feeling like I’d had my fill. Not just for the day, but for a very long time. That it would be awhile before I needed to fuck again, or wanted to. Mostly because I was tired, but also because it seemed like there was nothing left in me.But it never lasted as long as I thought it might. The desire always crept back in, and always far sooner than I would, physically, be able to act on it, or so it seemed. But who knew? I might not be able to get it. She looked up at me as if it took all the strength in her just to lift her head. Not a single word was spoke between the two of us for the next week. It took me an entire two weeks to clean the house and get her back to where she could stand on her own two feet. Now it was time for my return to the unit for my advanced training and I feared she would fall back into the same condition I found her in when I came home. So for the next 18 weeks I kept in touch with mom everyday hoping she wouldn't.