Again I was filled with a sudden sense of dread, but at the same time I was so turned on. Despite what my mind and mouth were saying, my body wanted h...r. Kat closed the gap between us with another step forward, her body just inches from mine. I froze, breathing deeply, her sweet perfume driving my senses wild. She knew that she held all of the power right now. She knew she was in control, and she loved it. I shook my head; her gaze was locked onto mine almost as if she was drawing me in. “I. You could have dipped my balls in gasoline and lit them on fire for all I cared ... as long as she was the one rubbing the Neosporin on them when all was said and done.She had put up a good front and I was hoping we could get past all the bullshit now and just enjoy the moment ... or moments; lots and lots of moments. Of course, the BOX being Giant Stadium and the MOMENTS being the lint I pick out of my belly-button.I threw a pair of sweatpants and a T-shirt on and headed down stairs to put a. Hips, waist, joints, back went on for 2 hours, it was supposed to end but she asked me to massage her front parts of her body…ouch I did boob massage, in a second she removed her bra…omg big pink color boobs, applied oils and I was massaging her boobs softly she asked me to do harder as her hubby is onsite and she is thirsty for last 3 months.I was turned on seeing her beauty and brains, as beauty with brains attracts more then only beauty to me, I was massaging her boobs, playing with her. "I have to work out the techniques of sitting and talking with two men. Is there a position, I wonder, where I could look you in the eye and simultaneously enjoy your hands? Probably not."So talking is good right now. I'm not in role, so I do thank you, Patrick, for helping us explore. I'm not sure what specifically I want, and for all of his gifts, my love doesn't know that either. It may be more important for me to submit than it is for him to dominate. Even there, there are different reasons.