"I don't want to lose you either. You mean everything to me too, and I surely do not want to lend my heart to someone else. I still know you're my fir...t love, but I don't want a second. I just want you," I stated before kissing him. "If you'll have me, I'll gladly have you, whether I give birth to this baby, or not. We can just have another down the road if you'd rather. I will not resent you if you tell me to abort it. I'll do it for you, but as I've already told you, I want to keep it and. I took a deep breath and said ‘she is not a whore Ananya, she is the love of my life ’.Her anger was on cloud nine, she grabbed my shirt collar and tore it down. I was in my vest.Even now she was not in control, she undid my vest. Her breast covered with bra touched my muscular chest and as her soft and cozy body came in contact with my hard and masculine muscles, I lost my control over myself.I said ‘ananya it’s not right although today you will get what you ever wanted but remember you will. When she looked down and noticed that her robe was open she took her time closing it. That gave me enough time to jump out of bed and rush past her on my way to the bathroom.That was when I ran smack into Mom coming out of the shower wearing two bath towels, one around her body and one around her hair.Mom laughed and said, “By the feel of that meat between my legs, I’d say your sister has asked you to go to the aerobic class with her.”Sure enough when I unwrapped my arms from around my mother,. I went and fetched him a damp wash cloth. He took it; wiped himself; and handed it back to me without a word. His concern for being viewed as a 'man', and not a 'fag', was all important to his sense of self, and I understood that. To have thanked me, in his way of viewing things, would have placed him inside the 'faggot' category, and that was something he would never accept. So I thanked HIM, instead; even though he didn't acknowledge the reason for it.As he zipped up his jeans and redid his.