There are observations and some practicals.”“So where does that leave us?”“I’ll come to you as often as I can, and you could come to me some...imes, just for a day if I have a lot on. How’s that?”“OK,” I said with resignation. “D’you still want to go and choose your watch?”She smiled broadly, and nodded. We finished our tea, lay down and hugged and caressed, brought each other off, then lay entwined for a while before getting up for the day. She chose an omega watch with a gold bracelet.I left. Usko dekhge lag nahi raha tha ki uski shadi hu gayi h. Fir humne thdi baten ki usne mujse pocha meri life k bare me toh meine usko sab kuch bata diya.. N she tell me dat uski shadi 5month phle huyi h or uska jo husband h wo Canada me rhta h mostly time nd wo bhi..Abhi apni friend meri cusn ki shadi me aayi h.Wo mere sath kafi time spent karne lagi. Shyd usko meri company achi lag rai thi. Hum log baht masti kar rahe the or kabhi kabhi hum log Ishika k room p bethge baten karte rhte the. Meri. How would it be bad to say ‘to hell with it’ and drop the act politeness? To take what I wanted. Feel her skin, her body pressed tight against mine. Those lovely … teasing lips against my own. Now how would that be a bad thing? My head shook. ‘I’ve been watching you… I’ve seen you around.’ Started out of my own thoughts by her voice. A voice that would make Angels weep. ‘What of it?’ My question only earned a giggle from her. By this point I knew one of two things had to happen. I had to touch. Vivian was ecstatic but could tell Iwas worried and had no idea what was rattling around in my brain. Icould see the concern in her eyes, so, I just spilled it, "My biggestfear is going back into boy mode and wearing a tuxedo. I don't know ifI can do that?" But Vivian put that thought right out of my head. "Doyou think I'd miss seeing you in a gorgeous wedding gown? I've beentalking to Shelly about wedding dresses for weeks now, just hoping youwouldn't say no. I already have an idea for my.