I couldn't believe that was as far as it would go. So I pushed harder, not knowing there was another sphincter ring inside. Suddenly it hurt as it pus...ed through that inner ring. But as I groaned I also pushed like I was pushing out a loaf, and in slid the handle much deeper. It got to a depth of about 8 inches when it stopped for good. I tried pushing it harder but the pain and immovability told me I had bottomed out. I rolled from my side to my back and it pushed the brush up to the top of my. ” She shook her head, and though I couldn’t see her face, I knew she was dangerously close to tears. “That’s the thing though Katie. I don’t actually blame him. I’ve sorta been a slut this past year, so what should I expect? Remember when I joked to you that I was a whore? Well, it wasn’t completely untrue.” I stood silent for a minute, rubbing her arms as I thought of what to say next. “Zoe,” I began slowly, “You’re not a whore or a slut.” She made to protest but I shushed. Jason and his family were leaving the area, soon.So until his place was filled with boxed and junk, Jason would fuck my ass almost every day and leave in bliss each time.In a year and a half since Jason left, I was at a loss.I once like girls, then I like boys.Am I gay or bisexual?Right now I was no-sexual, I had tried picking up at clubs.I was out of luck with both male and female, I was feeling frustrate and depressed.So this Saturday I decided to go to my first gay club and hoped for the. Nothing has ever seemed to work out. Still have the urges a man has, but unable to find the right compatibility of spirit, in a woman. Just about all of them wanted to get married fairly quick, but none were willing to wait and have it feel right for me as well. So, I've turned to cyber to cure my ills until I find that someone. Big, small, not to young to mature, it's not the shell of a woman but what's on the inside that counts. I love to please her in many ways from sensual massage to.