Mixed among the full tubes were six tubes from which I had carefully removed the contents and replaced it with the cash from the drug deal that went d...wn in the Atlantic Ocean.I carefully removed nine one hundred dollar bills, and then I replaced the tube to the middle of the stack of grease. I had to laugh when I thought of Jeremy acting as though I should be upset with the manager for demanding cash. I could never explain why I was smiling at the demand. I would buy most anything for cash.. Free from the pain, the lies, the suffering, the broken promises… free from the thoughts that my dad doesn’t love me. He surely did. The beast was bigger than him. ‘Let your tears come. Let them water your soul.’ ~Eileen Mayhew The week between his death and his funeral was hard. I cried. Each time I cried, another sliver of my heart replaced itself. I was healing from the inside out. The day my mother and I went to do his hair, I was appalled at his appearance. He’d gotten more gray hair. "Fuck me!" Carla moaned "Fuck her Dave!" Lucy responded. He pulled off the rest of his clothes and brought her to the floor in front of the couch. Lucy sucked his dick to lube it and placed it at Carla's eagerly wet pussy. As he pushed his cock deep inside it was almost second nature that Lucy moved her pussy to Carla's face looking toward Dave to kiss him while he fucked their friend. Each thrust got a moan not only from Carla but from Lucy as well. Carla now had fingers inside Lucy along. It was time for our nap.When we finally woke up we were famished. We just walked out into the kitchen naked to be greeted by Bianca sitting there and smiling at us. She had been wondering how long we would sleep. There was a plate of sandwiches on the table and Virginia told her mother all about our lovemaking. Bianca listened intently to her daughter’s story and asked her if she wished to help her pay me.Virginia said, “Do I have to pay for sex?”Bianca laughed and said, “No silly. He is.