A part of her was hoping it would be a deal breaker, an excuse to say no. But she needed the money too much to turn it down.“Good,” Betty continue..., “I don’t think Phil will turn down a cute little number like you over a condom. I’ll tell him you’re new at this and nervous about getting pregnant. That whole loss of innocence thing turns some guys on. They’d rather be the first to introduce a girl to the world of play for pay than to pop a virgin.”They returned to the table. When they sat down,. This also fundamentally changes our relationship as well. You could never fulfill the male role in my eyes again. Since you cannot live up to the male role, I think that you should take on the female role since I plan for you to dress and act in that role from here on in any case. Don't worry, I will teach you. You already look the part and now with just a few minor changes you will be perfect."I could hardly speak. I was stunned. Linda wanted me to look and act like a girl? Did I understand. I’m not sure what got me more, the toy comment, the “Friends With Benefits” comment, or the fact that she even knew that term. “Oh look at the big, world traveler Marine, blushing!” She said “I thought for sure you would be a little more unflappable than that!” “Ha!” I said, trying to regain a little composure, “I’m not surprised at what you said, I’m just surprised that you said it!” This began the strangest conversation that I never expected to have with my mom. For an hour we talked. .. And a little angry, too. But behind that... Was there a hint of hurt?Her heart went out to him. "Oh, Jon. No. No, of course not. If you really want me... Jon, I love what we do. It's so... I never knew there could be anything like it. But we don't have time. You have to shower, and we do have to eat, and you said your call time is 6:30, and... If we even had five minutes more." You're right," he said. "You're always right." He sighed. "But, tonight..."She smiled up at him. "Tonight? Baby,.