I was confusedby these feelings and afraid that the fact that I felt so good, might bediscovered if I wasn't careful. I was really afraid of what mig...t happenif I didn't get out of these soft, pretty things soon. "Can I change back into my clothes and go home now? I'm sorry, I'velearned my lesson, I won't ever do it again," I pleaded."Not on your life mister; we're just getting started. You were curiousabout girls" clothes, now you're going to learn all about them, shestated. Now, come. We kiss for a few more minutes, but I have to pull away slightly to catch my breath. Our eyes make four, and I give him a quick peck on his lips. With a swift motion, he’s flipped me over so I’m now on my back and he’s lying on me between my legs. His hand snakes between us and his fingers find my treasured area again in my jeans. In go his two fingers again, quicker than my mind can register that I should try to shut my legs. He’s moving in and out, and again the unwelcome pressure is there.. In Paul's imaginings and even more so in his exploration of virtual reality, when the heroic duo of a man and a woman entered the unknown on a hazardous mission they generally dressed in flattering tight-fitting outfits. Invariably they also carried powerful hand weapons that could vanquish any monster that might appear. They wouldn't normally venture into the unknown as Paul did in a colourful tee-shirt, baggy shorts and a pair of canvas shoes. Nor did they dress as Beatrice did in skimpy. I was really was disliked all of a sudden. A pariah almost.Feeling self-aware all of a sudden, I did all the tasks I was given as quickly as I could but was dismissed by Lieutenant Ivana at the end of service.I found the Captain on the Upper Deck again who barely acknowledged my presence, as she chatted to Tara and Lieutenant Anne. Tara eyed me as I came up the steps but then went back to ignoring me.'Ring the bell', the Captain told me after a couple of minutes of ignoring me and I descended.