He was just as unappealing to women as I was, though he was shorter and skinnier. He kept encouraging me to make a move and tell Jess how I felt about...her. However, I didn't want to risk losing the low-stress friendship we shared; high school had taught me that confessions of attraction only created discomfort if the feelings weren't reciprocated.The summer before the three of us started at Harvard Medical School, Pete and Jess started dating. They did their best to make me not feel like a. She said "That all depends on what it is" - winking as she said it. Since being observed masturbating has been a fantasy for awhile, I asked if she would be willing to watch while I wanked. She seemed a bit taken aback, and I thought she'd yell "Perv" and run out of the room. To my great pleasure, she said "That's quite a request, but - you know - I feel like we connected really well tonight. If that's a fantasy for you, I'd love to help you live it out!"I suggested she get comfortable, sitting. ..... And talking to him as well* He made my cream my panties, untouched!* I enjoyed the femmine control I had with him in my mouth* Being forced to swallow his seed was perplexing ..... even though itdid not stay with me longI tossed and turned a lot before falling asleep.A text woke me around 9 saying was last night wonderful and he hoped Ienjoyed it as much as he did. As I thought about the all the time I spenthugging the throne - the proper reply was "it was fun" followed by niceto meat. We swam out further and further and part of me wondered if that was a sensible thing to do when no one had an idea we were out there. But then I saw the faint silhouettes of trees and remembered that there was a little island in the middle of that lake as they exist surprisingly often. I never quite wondered about how they are created until that night, nor did I ever bother to look it up after. What mattered was that it offered some safety and that we were headed there. Now finally she turned.