And what we are doing now is plenty satisfying for both of us; at least it is for me. It is way more excitement than most kids our age have.” I was ...alking to myself as well as to Gary; trying to convince myself that we needed to keep this last remaining boundary in place.“Liz, I am never going to love anyone more than I love you right now. I want you to be my first. And I sure cannot stand the thought that some other hard dick son-of-a-bitch at school will be your first. That would kill me. I. They were surprised to find that a fair number of Angela's friends approved of what they were doing and were more than happy to join them in teasing and humiliating their former friend. A few of them were even not above "borrowing" her on weekends for sexual favors.Angela was crouching inside what looked like a cardboard box from her side. It was that time of the year again when everyone got together to have a bit of fun at her expense. Sitting on her haunches, she had trouble balancing as she. I listened. Lila was speaking softly and mom was crying. Lila said, "Sweetheart, you can't keep setting us up like this, it only hurts you, and it's not fair to Johnny. Don't you want him Mary?" Yes, of course. I didn't know how much until tonight. I really didn't want him to be with anybody else, but it's not fair to him...did it have to be you Lila?" You know that's not the problem," Lila said. "It's time we talked about it and you come to grips with it. You need us...just like I need us,. ” “Serena. I’m Serena McGuire.” ________________________________________ Maybe she was a tad insane, but then again, all Americans were to Gwydion. Nevertheless, Serena McGuire just happened to be the most delightfully sexy, insane person he had ever met. Her complete inability to string a sentence together without bumbling it was positively enchanting. The fact that he was the reason she continued to bumble her sentences didn‘t hurt much either. She was sweet, almost innocent to his jaded.