" It was literally night and day. At night, the first night, I felt thrilled. I thought, 'There's nothing wrong with this, just cultural norms that ar... meaningless."And then in the morning, we had oral sex again, and that's when I wanted to puke and felt like a criminal. At night I was really into it, but by morning I wanted to die. That's not hyperbole; I really wanted to die."I feel the need to say these words before I get into the nitty gritty details, this was how I generally felt, so. She told me she would love me to demonstrate for her, ‘pretty please Sarah, I want you to do it to me, now, right now.’ What is a girl to do when your host asks for a special request? And her naked body really was very appealing. And baby you know I always enjoy some sexual power and dominance.I squatted over Bec’s groin area with my hands on my hips absolutely enjoying the sexual power I had at that moment as Bec watched with great anticipation.To increase the sexual tension I told her how a. He said that was amazing. He wiped his chin and moved his cock close to my face. I instinctively moved my mouth closer and began sucking his raging cock. It was bigger than before and was now dripping precum. It tasted good and I was so ready for him to fuck me. With his cock in my mouth I said...will you fuck me baby. He grinned and said are you sure? I moaned...please! He slid his body down and spread me wide. He was rubbing his enormous manhood across my soaking wet pussy lips. I. I'll show her Little One and talk to her. We'll see what happens."Matt stood for a moment, trying to make up his mind. But Courtney turned toward him and motioned for him to come with the two of them. He could see the almost desperation on her face. Shit, she's into this – whatever it is – full bore. Jeff says to let my Queen make the decision about my wives. My wives. That sounds ... nuts. I'm supposed to have one wife, aren't I? But Jeff says I'm an Alpha, and ... I can feel him – strongly..