I would love to have an EEG run while doing this but me lab rat days are over.I’m still having Aphasia issues. I had to call out again from work. It...is what it is. I’m still stoked that my brain isn’t frying. I do have short-short term memory issues happening now. If I’m not totally focusing on what someone tells me I won’t remember it 10 minutes later. It’s kinda convenient for honey dews but my wife is making sure that I write shit down now and she knows if she tells me two or three times. “Just trying to help. Good luck to you, Esmeralda.”I went out and into my room where I swore at myself for being so stupid. Now there was no chance in hell I would get into her panties and the Australians would have a good laugh. A few minutes later I heard her door open and close, then soft steps on the grass followed by the click clack on the stones. She was gone into the night to have her beautiful ass fucked by an old man with a big cock. What a waste of an amazing woman, I thought and. There are many such cases momMom was still staring at the laptop screen, so as to convince her, I also played some incest documentaries on YouTube and we both saw them. She was calm now silently looking at the doc. Finally then I turned my laptop off and looked at her, she was numb which meant she was with me to quite some extendMe: mom I know it’s not easy for you to believe me but it’s quite natural, two people living together for so many years develop certain feeling for each other be it mom. .." i continue... "no more pain... no more suffering... just bliss... quiet oblivion and bliss... all you need to do is say the word... one little word and it will be over... no effort... no strain... just a word... just say it... say it... is that so hard...??? so much to ask...???" and here calm and almost quiet begins to rise... soft tones replaced by deeper meaning... menace growing... a return to what was before and now... words clipped... the spaces between them more blinks than breaths.