We had been dating for a few weeks. We had already been tobed together and I enjoyed letting her take the lead. She would do smallthings like hold my...hands up above my head while she kissed me or tell heto hold on to the head board while she fingered me to orgasm. One nightwe had been out with friends. It was our Thursday night watching of XeniaWarrior Princess with the rest of the baby dykes. We had been drinkingbeer most of the night and on the way back to her place I said to hurrybecause I. Each time he paused at my asshole. Each time he paused longer. Up until today nothing or nobody had ever touched my asshole, now I had a big thick cock sliding up and down and all I wanted was for it to enter me. To plunge deep into me , to make me feel like a real manI look around and told him, begged him, “Please, Rick.Please do it. Please put your cock in my ass. Put it deep in my ass. I want to feel you inside me”. I said. “I’m going to do more than that, Dave”, he said, “I’m going to fuck. ... Well, yes. In your hate, you could do something stupid. Try to change your hate of Logan into hate of what he did." I don't want to." That's not surprising. Remember me telling you that my dad kept loving me when I kept rebelling?" Yeah." He said he had to pray every day to find strength to do that." OK, so..." Hate eventually haunts a person. Love conquers hate." So you want me to love Logan!" You did when we brought him to tell his parents what he had done to you." Yeah, I did, but that. But even though I knew the big guy was mostly just cheerleading, it still felt good, having a future Hall of Famer whispering sweet nothings in my ear. If it didn't actually make me a better hitter, it at least made me feel like I belonged in the lineup.Two road trips and three home stands in April gave me a chance to fall into the routine of playing regularly, home and away, for long enough to find a groove. I had very little time to think about anything but the job. I hadn't seen Juniper.