In my mind I ended up the pne being choked, being used, being punished like the whore I was. After a month of this I txt MD letting her know that it w...s all off, I couldn't do it anymore. She understood. She wished me well and told me she would miss me. My desire to be used and degraded built up over time. To help with this I began watching sissy trainer videos. following their instruction and eating my own cum helped but it still built up. More and more I needed her. Her pale ass above me, her. To her enquiries I said my name, about my family that I was married with two daughters in school and the purpose I was going to Coimbatore. Then we sat idle for sometime waiting for the bus to start. At that time in a very low voice I said " I hope you are not angry with me for what I did". She merely smiled and did not say anything immediately.Then she told in a very soft voice " you are young and your wife must be younger — what do you see in a old lady like me". I whispered " you are. Once I was done sucking him we would get together at his work and I would suck his cock everyday sometimes at his house or at his work, then I wanted to take it to the next level I told him I wanted him to cum on my lips and he did as he was rubbing his cock on my chin and lips I opened my mouth just a little do that I may lick his cock head with his cum still on it so I tasted cum for the first time. then a few days later I was sucking his cock and was sucking his cock head as I was licking. “I think it’s very nice what you’re trying to do for Jeremy.”“No I haven’t, but I’m sure we’d get along very well. Actually, he sounds a lot like my husband when we first met.” She smiled at me and tried to tell me with her lips what was being said on the other end. I wasn’t getting it so well, but was pretty sure just from her end of the conversation.“Yes, I’m married, and yes my husband knows all about what I do. He’s very supportive.” A brief pause then, “Would like to speak with him?” I.