I would always try and go in when there weren't many in there to avoid being seen with my cock getting aroused. A neighbour friend of mine came into t...e shower and started to shower next to me. I was starting to panic as I could see Alan's cock being lathered up with soap and he was getting bigger as he soaped and stroked. I tried to turn away but was drawn to look at his cock. Alan said that I'd better get washed quick otherwise we'll end up getting shouted at for taking so long. I started. I wasn'tgoing to try and steer you in either direction, but I had my suspicionsabout where you would end up." I've heard that a lot lately," I told her. "It seems like everyone knewthat I was a girl before I ever realized it." Can I ask?" she asked. "I mean, what made you decide that Megan was whoyou really are?"I tried to figure out where I should begin. Obviously, I had made therealization while talking to my mom a week ago, after my date with Josh.Then there was Josh, too. He, and the date,. .. sooner or later, she'll be back there? Once a slut, always a slut? Once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic? That no one could trust her, or want her? That she's used goods, sloppy seconds?"Collette, I'm sorry ... I didn't mean that you..."Collette's sobs became a torrent of crying."Collette, please," Mike said, leaning over. Reaching out, he took her hand. "Listen, you made some mistakes, but you were a victim. Nobody should hold anything against you. You're taking responsibility for your. When I reached critical mass, I could only drop the whip and collapse in a blubbering mess.I gradually became aware that the sex noises had stopped and that Caity’s arm was around me. Simon was nowhere to be seen.Two days later, I was sat in front of a shrink again. And the very same day, the newspapers announced that my MBE was to be upgraded to a CBE (Commander of the Most Excellent Order of the British Empire) in the Queen’s birthday honours. What a joke!The summer of ‘75 was spent in the.