Your world disolves into pain.After some unknown time you realise that the whipping has stopped, the clips on your breasts and nipples are gone. The ...aseball bat and axe are gone, your weight is now supported by the ropes. The young men stand around you in a wide circle.Slowly you see what is in front of you. They have found a three-foot long two-inch wide metal pipe. Next to it sits a rod of metal which will fit flush into the pipe, and finally lying next to them is some sort of explosive,. During that time I began to see myself as less masculine and finding that I enjoyed the thought of being submissive towards masculine men. I developed an addiction to sissy pornography, even going so far as to wear her clothes and makeup. I lost the ability to become erect for her and that sparked the end of our relationship. I was on my own again and racked with depression and guilt becoming more determined to purge any of these desires from my life. Time went on and I had more or less gotten. " Yes, okay, I'm not proud of it." Do any of you touch each other?" No, I don't!" Sally raged."Sorry, I'm just baffled why four attractive girls can't get laid," I pondered."Jane and Gemma do," again Sally's voice trailed off."Do what?" Let their hands wander into each other's panties." Really, by the sound of things, they hated each other." No, they're friends, when we are in each other's houses they take it upstairs now and then." My head reeled with a vision of the gorgeous Gemma and Jane. Thank you to everyone left comments or sent me feedback about previous chapters of this story. Thank you also to Margaret who proofread for me. ~ellie Peri returned home with her family two days later. They left at the end of a long day where she and Rosanna had worked together to get as much information as they could about the closest members of the family into the online database. Rosanna seemed to understand the system Peri was attempting to set up and while it wasn’t perfect yet she could.