"You're so fucking forward! Remember, Jess is brand new to ALL of this! She's never been with a woman and well, our special love is new too. Geez, slo... the fuck down!"Of course I wasn't shocked at all. Cynthia read me like a book. A thin very dog eared book full of hot sex tales. She just sat there, leaned back with her legs spread, gently stroking her seeping slit as she said it. Her eyes locked on mine. This was all a shock to me but it was obvious it had opened a door in my sexual mind that. It means being vulnerable.”“But Doctor Jessica can’t be vulnerable!” she protested.“And what makes her so fucking special?” I asked fiercely. “How is she different from Samantha? Or Jeri? Or me? Or Bethany? Or any of the other successful people we know? I have news for you. You are NOT special. At least not the way you think.”“Steve,” Kara said, touching my arm.I shook my head, “No, Kara. She needs to get it through that thick skull of hers that she’s not Commander Data, she’s Doctor Crusher.. Sandy changed, she became a little reserved and private and I noticedshe could never take her eyes off April. At first I thought she wasjealous or envious because April was very pretty. It wasn't just thelooks though it was the way she talked to her and always found areason to be close to here. Beverly though was totally oblivious,mostly because she had a new boyfriend Mark. The downside for her wasmom hated him. I remember the first time Beverly brought him home fordinner. Mom took an instant. As she led me in I thought I heard Mrs. Devers sharpening her ax, but it turned out to be a notice on the bulletin board stirring in the draft from the open door. Before I had a chance to spot any exciting secrets to share with my friends Mrs. Devers handed me a soda, filled her mug from the percolator with something that resembled tar and smelled worse. Ignoring the cracked leather couch, she carefully spread her towel at one end of the fabric upholstered one and pointed me to the opposite end.