I look back and I just want to crawl under a rock and die.”Doug had tears falling down his cheeks. “You too? I remember ... before Carol died, Fri...a was so disgusted with me, she dared me to rape her too. I just laughed at her and checked out more women from the pussy barn. Frida was powerless to stop me.” Doug was referring to his former girlfriend. He cried softly, “Why didn’t I listen?!”“Do you know Frida is married to Mark now?”“What?!” Doug’s eyes went wide. “Frida is married? You got that. He didn't want me sexy when she was around, he wanted me to be just a naked little b**st. He said that it turned him on, but he would only let me know that when we were alone. With Melanie, he would either ignore me, or would show amusement towards how I looked. I felt so ashamed in front of them, but I craved that humiliation as well. I couldn't deny my wetness. Damn my body, why does it betray me that way???I'd rather be picking out lingerie for me to wear to be so sexy for my husband.. . (Shin'ichi notices Kujiranami, walking away.)Shin'ichi: He's... He's heading... That monster is headed for town! If he gets there there's gonna be trouble!(In town. Yahiko gives Tsubame a final pat on the head.)Yahiko: Okay. All better.(Tsubame thinks of Kenshin patting her on the head, and giggles.)Yahiko: What?Tsubame: Yahiko, it feels like you've gotten a little bigger.(Yahiko storms off.)Yahiko: Go cry all you want!Tsubame: I--I'm sorry... But it really seemed like that.Yahiko: Really.... With myself. The nurse nodded at me, andpointed to a room just across from her station . I stepped around thesliding glass door, and saw?me. My former body look ed a little weak andpale, but surprisingly good for the ordeal it had been through. A monitorwas recording ?her? blood pressure, heart rate, and oxygen saturation levelconstantly; a glucose IV was dripping into ?her ? arm; and she was breathingoxygen through a tube into ?her? nose. ?D-Dan? Cheryl?? I saidever-so-tentatively. ?Come on.