Taking a deep breath as I asked her how she was feeling and what she was thinking.Jill looked deeply into my eyes, pausing in a way that made me nervo...s and stressed before she took my hand and answered my question. “Honestly, honey. I feel sad, and maybe a bit nostalgic.”She squeezed my hand and still looking deep into my eyes continued. “You have to remember, honey. Our relationship may have only lasted a few months, but Chris and I have been friends for many years. And I loved him, and part. Life was to be lived and enjoyed. It wasn't meant to be a period of time in which you could see how much you could deny yourself. Of course, it couldn't be all self gratification, either. There had to be self restraint and Sarah practiced that, too.She was an only child and hadn't been around other kids too much when she was little, especially boys. She had matured early, being around grown-ups most of the time. Her spiritual needs had been well-filled, but her human needs had been left sadly. After some time I put my hand on her shoulders n started moving slowly, then I slowly move it on her right boobs and touch it softly, I tried to cover the boob fully with my palm, suddenly she turned towards me and now we are facing each other, I took courage and hugged her, she woke up and shouted what you doing me got upset and said sorry to her. She put on the lights and started crying I went near her and told her to leave it, but again my wild thoughts creep into my mind and I caressed her. So I stayed still and did not do anything. A few moments later her hand started to circle my stomach.I was sure that she was not sleeping and things were getting warmed up. So I let things happen from her side. Then she lifted my t-shirt a little and inserted her hands inside and rubbed my stomach and started circling my belly button. This made me go wild.The first time a girl doing such things to me and I’m being like a rock not doing anything back. Then she slowly moved her hand little down.