I wanted the sanctuary of marriage and affairs.Reviewing my past, I realized Edward almost cost me my marriage. I stupidly thought my husband's swingi...g agenda would provide a rationale for his acceptance. Once his jealousy was exposed it was too late to stop seeing Edward. My lies it was over were not entirely convincing. It made my life schizophrenic, in love with two men, one dramatically changing me. More importantly, it remained the elephant in our marriage closet. With the elephant in. ..HE TOLD ME HE WOULD GIVE ME WHAT I NEEDED BUT THAT I WOULD HAVE TO GIVE HIM SOMETHING BACK I ASKED HIM WHAT HE SAID HE WOULD SHOW ME AFTER MY SPANKING SO I GOT OVER HIS KNEES AND HE PADDLED MY BOTTOM RED I WAS IN HEAVEN AND CAME HARD TOO FROM IT THEN HE MADE ME GET OFF AND KNEEL BEFORE HIM I DID AND HE TOOK OFF HIS OWN CLOTHES AND THERE WAS HIS HUGE COCK STICKING OUT IT WASN'T HARD YET BUT WAS GETTING THERE I WAS AMAZED AND MY MOUTH HUNG OPEN HE TOLD ME I HAD TO SUCK HIS COCK FOR PAYMENT SO I. By lunch time I had done as much as I could so I decided to take a break. I opened up a bottle of wine, grabbed a sandwich and I sat down in the garden to catch a few rays. I had been outside for about 30 minutes when through the back gate came Lynn, dressed casually in shorts, a low cut vest top and strappy heels that made her legs look awesome. I invited Lynn to join me for a glass of wine and in no time we had finished off three bottles as we sat chatting in the heat of the sun. During this. He is gone." She paused and sipped at her drink. "In the beginningof this year, he started to be weird. A little flighty and he would takehours to return phone calls or texts. Sometimes he would not at all. Iknew that this was a sign that something had changed, of course. I knewboth from Jonah's experiences and Nadia's. Neither of my selves arenaive, after all." So you thought he was growing tired of you, right?" Yes, but he also was all that I had anymore, even if I had not reallyknown him as.