I avoided her eyes and nodded my head, yes. I didn’t think that Melissa would have told her, but I didn’t want to take a chance and deny anything....She continued, “college experiment?” I looked up and shook my head “no” emphatically. “Oh! Now there is a surprise. Did you enjoy it?” Shyly and quietly, I said “Yes. Very, very much. It wasn’t just the great sex, it was the real, honest love I felt…and still feel.” Pleased and satisfied, Susan then asked, “Have you ever been with other men besides. .. I've been freaking out about it a little."I was kind of surprised. I had thought Kira was like Rebecca, and could just have sex with a girl like that and not care. I had no idea what she was really thinking. Because I was surprised, I actually told her the truth."Well, that... was my first orgasm ever," I suddenly blurted, surprised that I could actually admit that to someone else. I remember how surprised her expression was. I also remember thinking how cute her nose was when scrunched up,. After I was almost raped, they suggested I see somebody. I was 16. And the shit they told me." She shook her head abruptly. "Hell no. The shrink sent me to some guy. To get me on meds. Okay, whatever. Anti-depressant meds I figured. Then you know what the fucker says to me?"She interrupted me before I could answer."He said he wanted to put me on antipsychotic meds. Are you fucking shitting me?!"I looked at her confused. Floored. The doctor tried to do what?"Ummm, you're not psychotic," I said,. “Just fucking do it!”The doors opened and I came into Corporate. I could hear rattling in the pipes. But I didn’t give it any mind. I ran forward towards the flayed bodies that had been put up on the walls. Prison, huh? I leaped up, grabbing one of the spikes. I hauled back and managed to wrench it free with a grunt, and the corpse swung away from the wall, hideously red. It tore free from the other nails as I dropped down. It splatted and the pipes burst open as hundreds of Broodlings emerged.