Your friends thought it was hysterical.I was feeling pretty bummed out, but as we drank and talked and just generally partied, I felt better as the ev...ning went on. By midnight I was buzzed and happy as people said their good-byes and began filtering out. Finally, it was just Jeff, Allie and I. Sensing that I wasn't quite ready to be alone, they sat and talked for a while longer. Mostly about you and things that happened in college. Not the good stuff, as it turns out, but the time went by. My sense of self was shifting, and no longer under mycontrol.Over the next few days, I barely ate or spoke, and I didn't bathe beyondquick sponge baths in the bathroom sink; I couldn't take seeing myselftotally naked. Emily stayed with me the whole time, but after a while,cabin fever set in and I was starting to get pretty ripe. She talked meinto going over to her mom's house to stay. I agreed in a daze and soonwe found ourselves explaining everything to Emily's mother.When I first met her over. I live with my parents and grandparents. Though my parents do go to work in the afternoon, my grandparents are always home. They live in the upper floor and I live in the lower so they don’t come down much or bother me. So I could still bring my girlfriend and other chicks home to have some nice sessions.I had a bit of privacy although I was living in a joint family.Due to some work pattern changes, I had to work from morning 5 to about 1 in the afternoon. It was around Autumn and I had to make. It was styled in a femininemanner, but it was considerably short. Actually, since the length ofKaren and Justin's hair was the same, she could style her hair with alittle effort into a boyish style like his.Despite Patty's interference in her mom's and brother's lives, Justinstarted whining that he was spending too much time learning about makeupand fashion. By now those lessons included accessories and hair styling.He wanted to do some of the boyish things that he had been doing before. When.