She's given me a lump sum out of my old inheritance. So I've got noworries. Anyway, are you starting to believe me now?" Don't be stupid. You canno... be Jerry because, secondly, if you were,"now my skin was beginning to crawl thinking about it, "you would not berunning around fucking guys...me! Jerry Davison is not gay. I know thatfor a fact." I was bi. I've had a few different relationships, but they neverlasted. You were my first and biggest crush." This is mad. We used to share. You make love with them. A couple who are truly in love with each other can make love twenty-four hours a day." What do you mean?" The touch of a hand can be making love. A gentle kiss as one of you leaves a room or a smile can be making love. This builds all day and when you are in bed acting like mad rabbits, it carries over and makes the actual sex act something far more than just a recreational coupling." But... Mark and I never had that." Then you weren't really in love." And you did have. John's pecks seemed to be flatter leadingdown to his washboard ripped stomach. A thin trail black hair rose outof the boxers going up to the belly button and higher. A faint mat ofhair had started on his chest. His brewery breath tickled her ear andhe humped her from behind.Carly fought him. "Stop it! I have to go to work! Someone around hereneeds to make money and you sure don't have a job."John stopped his half-hearted attempt as Carly straightened her blouse.She quickly applied her makeup. We had reconnected on social media. He was tall and lanky with a blondish mop of hair that he obviously hadn't combed enough when we were younger. When I opened the door I was shocked to see him wearing a full suit. His hair was slicked back with gel and he wore an expensive watch that grabbed my attention. Maybe I should have married Ron!"Cherise. Finally!" He pushed his way into the hotel room and wrapped his arms around me. I hadn't planned on kissing him but I let it happen, letting myself.