I couldn't park near them or Carrie might have spotted me so I continued down the block until I found a parking space. By that time I got out of the c...r Carrie had disappeared into one of the bars or restaurants. Unfortunately I didn't see where she had gone or who she was with. I discretely entered the restaurants one at a time and looked for Carrie but was unable to find her. After that I went into each of the bars and looked around with no better results. In the last bar I gave up. I found a. ... Oh baby girl I shouldn’t be having these thoughts about you it is so wrong. You are my daughter, my entire life and looking the way you do is just driving me crazy. If only you knew that I want you so very bad... maybe someday we will be..... As I walk into the house that I share with my dad I seem to notice that he is laying there on the couch with just his boxers on. I can’t seem to refocus my mind on something else because i’m standing there with my mouth dropped when he spoke up:. That way, every driver of every car that Earl passed would be able to read it.Yes, Earl firmed his square jaw and squinted his left eye thinking on it, they would be able to read it and know.Read it—and know what? he asked himself. Well, Earl figured, they might not know, know. At best, Earl conceded to himself, they might have an inkling when they read that motto. If they read the motto.Because, Earl conceded, to really know—each driver he would pass in that new Caddie would either had to have. I had beenthrough hell and back, now this!I sat down in the lounge, clutching my glass, rocking gently and takingsips of water.Then my mood changed. For some reason, I started getting angry. Why wasI being put through all this? I had lost the only two people thatmattered to me. I had to cope with being alone. All the trouble I hadhad in the shopping centre and the school and now I was being run outof my own home by disgusting rats!No way was I going to give in to this. After what I had been.