I took my time to get the clown outfit and face-paint right. I waited until I heard a bunch of kids playing, and then headed down through the backyard... to join them. I'm certain more than a few of our neighbors saw me and laughed.My shtick was that I was a dinosaur watcher, and I was eager to log a sighting of a big sharp-tooth. I had a long balloon twisted with two loops on each end like a bizarre pair of binoculars. I had all of the kids laughing when I exclaimed about the "Katie-osaurus" and. For a while, when I was a young teen, I used to cross dress in secret. But I hated myself for it and pretended to loath “faggots,” even though part of me knew I might be one. But I fought it and when I was 23 I met Claire and we got married. I was a virgin, and from the beginning Claire had been the aggressor in our courtship, and after a short time we settled into a married routine, eventually having 3 kids. Sometimes during sex with Claire, I fantasized that I was with a man, but for the most. In the hospital? No. He'd live.That mattered. He was surprised at that. He wanted to live. For awhile, he thought he was just going through the motions. That, really, it wouldn't matter if he woke up in the morning. Now that there was an actual chance of that...What would death be like, anyway? Chris closed his eyes. Tried to picture it. Heaven had never made sense. Spending forever with those you loved. Well, what if they didn't want to spend time with you? What if Jodi wanted to spend. I grabbed a cock in both hands, licking and sucking them in turn, all the time groaning and shouting obscenities, something I had never done before. To my total delight both men came at the same time, shooting cum all over me, closely followed by the one who was fucking me. It was only then that the thought of unprotected sex crossed my mind but I was far too far gone to worry about it. After all at my age surely it was never going to be a problem.And so it went on. It seemed that every one of.