I am very attracted to you. You are unlike any other man I’ve ever known. There is something about you that I can’t get out of my mind. I find mys...lf thinking about you at the oddest times during the day. In the middle of a client meeting, waiting for the elevator, driving through traffic.’ ‘I don’t know what to say.’ ‘Don’t say anything, I’m on a roll here Mister. I know how you feel about me. I’ve seen it in your eyes ever since the day we met. At first I thought, ‘Oh well here’s another. "... But, right now... there's nothing to tie him into it... is that right?" That's the hell of it... I'm just making a wild guess!" Ballard confessed. "There's not a damned thing to connect him with anything... except that you went to a party, that he gave! Which reminds me... he's a big party-giver... with a pretty good reputation as a cocksman! He's also been involved with some pretty well-known women... in the international jet-set!" He really gets around, then... ?" ... And spends money,. Vera ran into the room as well, freshly fucked by Nick, with Zoe in tow.“We need to get dressed. I don’t think that we want our secrets getting out to anyone, do we?” I finally whispered to nods from all of them.“They’re on their way. I don’t know if there is any saving your father, but if anyone can, it would be them,” Mom assured us now.I began pumping on Dad’s chest as hard as I could to try to revive him, but he really seemed to be fading fast. His skin was cold and clummy, his breath. "Good, noone here either."I opened the door to my apartment and sat down. I massaged myankle. It hurt like hell. I also had to go the bathroom. I got upand walked in. After I was done, I washed my hands and caught aglimpse of my reflection in the mirror, and then I cried. "Lookat yourself, Brian. You're some kind of freak," I thought. "Apathetic weak little freak. Look at you. Makeup, tits and a dick.You're the lowest of the low. You're everything they've alwayssaid. Noone will want anything to.