I knew I was going to have fun.Packing for school and leaving home brought back feelings I had not had in the last few years. Seeing my mom cry as I w...s leaving home made me regret all my sinful thoughts about her. I suddenly felt I had no lust for her, and all I had was love. Love a son would have for his mother. Love a son should have for his mother. I had no dirty feelings left for her in my mind.I realized how dearly she loves me. I was at boarding school for the next few years, and I spent. "They're really nice and blue."We began moving our faces closer. I could feel his breath hitting my face. We got closer still until our lips touched. We pulled back a little and then touched lips again. I could feel Josh kiss me and I kissed back. We kissed again and both broke up into giggles. We looked at each other and then kissed again, this time more forcefully. We plunged our tongues into each others mouths. I had never done that with anyone and never once thought I would do that with. Just 15 minsMom: oh….Really what would you show me? Mom-son porn video? And the seduce me and sleep with me again?Me: mom, please just give me a last chance if you disagree, I won’t talk about this matter ever again in my life….I promise!She looked at me and thought for a second and finally turned back and went towards the door and latched it and then sat on my bedMom: last chance jay!Me: thnx momI sat next to her touching her a bit, opened my laptop and started browsing for real life incest. They never get married."Many girls, when they lose their partner, kill themselves, or lose their mind. I have seen it. It's not pretty."I was one of the lucky ones, if you can call me that. I can function, but barely. I take anti-depressants every day, just to get up in the morning. And I molest my charges, pretending they are my Bernice. Sorry about that."The two nodded. "It's okay," said Roberta."What I am saying is take care of each other. Because you are all you'll ever have. You will be.