Julie nodded and Ashlee gave a low whistle. ‘Damn, that’s not good.’ She seemed to be searching for something encouraging to say and she wasn’... coming up with anything. ‘Even so,’ she said at last. ‘I don’t think that really, like, changes anything. You still have rights in the divorce. Yeah, it’ll be ugly, but…’ she trailed off. ‘No,’ Julie replied, shaking her head, without elaborating. She couldn’t tell Ashlee about the pictures. She wasn’t even going to tell Greg about that. The two women. "Well, yeah, but not just any old math," I prompted, looking up at her. She smiled and kicked my shin under the table."Discrete math," she proclaimed with mock self-importance, "otherwise it'd be boring." I returned to my potato.Later that evening, Emily and I reclined on my bed together, tears streaming down our faces. On the screen in front of us, Basil was forcing Manuel into a burning room. "It's only a drill," I mimicked, despite my spasming throat. Emily sat up in my lap and exclaimed,. “I want more milk!” I tell her. She says…” Please, there’s more in the refrigerator, please take it and leave us alone!” I tell her…” I want my milk fresh and I want it at body temperature, your body temperature!” She cries… “ Please, I’ll pump some for you and you can take it, I won’t say anything, I promise, just don’t hurt me!” I laugh at her. I love the terror in her eyes. I put the gun to her belly as I move close to her pretty face…” I’m gonna get it myself!” I throw the empty bottle. Aur phir se ek baar lnd lagake ander jaane k baad wese hi rook gaye wohut dard ho raha tha me rone lag gaya uncle mujhe samjhane lage aur dheere dheere ander bahar karne lage thode der baadmujhe b dard thoda kam lagne laga aur uncle apna speed badhane lage me bhi maze lene lagi ek taraf payal aur kangan ki awaz aur dusre taraf siskariyan mujhe aur uncle ko aur bhi garam kar raha tha.Uncle jhatke pe jhatke laga rahe the aur mere mun se sirf aaannn uuum hhaann oohhh yyeee ki awaze nikal raha tha.