Thank God, Jeannie was there toremind me. We got really close, you know, and sometimes she would sitwith me all afternoon and talk. When I would get r...ally ditzy, shewould start to remind me of stuff. Like how I had always been trappedin a male body and I had transformed myself into something so feminineand beautiful and in control. It really helped and after a while, Ididn't need Jeannie to remind me. It was so cool, we would be talkingor like I would be shopping or something and I could. A few moments later he stepped back and sensingmy obedience the other dogs all stepped forward and sniffed and licked andexplored at will. This group activity seemed to excite the dogs as their anticsbecame more and more animated, minor scuffles broke out as they jockeyed forposition in places which seemed interesting. Still crouching, the lab had disappearedand I was surrounded by male dogs, one in particular was taking an interestin my crutch. Suddenly two of the larger dogs began growling. Its not that I am complaining, I am happy with this present state and so is he. We have reached here with a mutual consent.He never forced himself on me rather I shall say I volunteered for it. It all started when I was 15. I was in tenth standard. It was an important year academically. So I used to stay up late at nights to study. This was no problem as I had a separate room. That was a very naughty age; my whole personality was undergoing drastic changes. My sexuality was also coming into. I went along with that, on the surface, as I was a serving soldier obeying orders.I now see these orders as being unconstitutional, as they harmed the development of my daughter, and harmed our mother-daughter relationship. Jenny was at times unsure whether I was on her side or not. I worked hard to support her and tell her that I loved her and would do everything I could for her, and I believe she accepts that. However, remaining on Earth was not to her ultimate benefit. She had to experience.