I nodded. We were on the same page there. “Let me put it in perspective,” I said and offered everyone drinks. “I swore to all of you, but you in...particular that I wouldn’t kill myself. That I needed to be here for you. I wouldn’t abandon you by taking my own life. If I’d immersed myself in courses to the point that it damaged me, carved out my sense of self to make room for what’s on page 805, then that’s no less a suicide than nestling a shotgun under my chin.”“That promise was made to people. Jordan?"My heart leapt, this was the voice of a woman I'd masturbated over many times, I'd imagined her in many situations and I'd dreamt of waking up next to her in my bed after a long night of lovemaking."Yes?" I've never visited a client before" But?" I said softly,There was silence for a few moments and then came the words I'd wanted to hear."I think I'd like to visit you" I think I'd like that too Katie, but I take it you know what's involved?" Yes" Are you sure?" Absolutely Mrs. Jordan,. Yet, although girls were exciting and fun to be with, nothing could come close to the fantasy he held of his mother. The memory of the first time he saw her sucking on her boyfriend was burned into his mind forever. Since that day, he resolved to be her only man and wanted her for himself. No one else could take care of her or love her the way he could. He had even convinced her several years ago to let him take karate lessons so that he could protect her.Kathy thought it was cute and somehow. I walked into the room and stood over the children. ThenI pulled my blouse off over my head and then my slacksdown and quickly removed my underwear. My son lay besidehis girlfriend unmoving. I think he’d actually stoppedbreathing. I knew he wasn’t going to protest and I knewhe was aroused because I could see a rather large tentwith a wet spot at the top in the sheet covering hiscrotch.Then I gently pushed Jennifer back to the mattress andgave the girl a long sensual french-kiss,.