I told him that I needed to change my life so I signed up for the 6 month intensive program that they reserve for people who are nearly morbidly obese...I started right away this morning I went out for a walk in the desert with one of the training groups. It was an easy 2 mile walk at a very slow pace. It was supposed to help speed up our metabolisms and start us out burning calories before we ate breakfast. I laughed at the thought of it because back in high-school and college, I used to run. I’ll probably grab something with the guys.’ ‘OK.’ I went back to my bath. He had turned the water off, but bubbles and water flooded the floor. I grabbed a couple towels to mop it up. He raped me. He had never hit me. He wasn’t a drunk, and he didn’t abuse drugs. There had not been a good reason to call him a bad husband. Until now. I examined my hips. I was right, bruises were forming. They’d show up more tomorrow. After I cleaned up the mess, I called the sick line at work. I wouldn’t be in. Chot ki wajah se mai unke ghar jayda jane laga waise bhi meri or mom ki jaya banti thi. Unko kam karte waqt unke bobs or gand dekh dekh kar mera bura hal ho raha tha. Ab mene soch liya tha ke me unko kaise seduce karu. Ek din hum khet me gaya wanha muje bahut garmi ki wajah se pasine se bhig gaya tha. Mom ne muj ko pani ke tubewell ke pass thade pani se nahale no ko kha lekin mere pass koi kapda -underwear nahi tha to mene mana kardia lakin muje seduce karne ka idea aya to mene han kardi or mom. Had my switches failed me? I wondered through the pain that was wracking my body. No, I saw, I could still feel the switches, and they HAD moved. Looking through my pain filled eyes, I could see that his pants were still dry, but something seemed odd about them."Hit 'im again, Robbie. Make the lil freak pay." For the first time I realized that there were others around. John Malcom, Brent Ratner, Philip Carson, Tony Hansen, and Derek Peterson (the one who had just spoken), were also witnessing.