His testicles are to be inserted into his groin and sealedthere. You will also be implanting a stimulator into them so that theywill produce certain ...ubstances." The doctor looked directly at John andexplained, "Which means you won't have your precious tool to use onwomen, but you will still get horny, more than you ever have in the past.A proper fate for one like you."He gasped. "Please. No. Not that." She shook her head at his belatedcontrition. "And I'm also given certain leeway with. I felt so sorry for disobeying her, I asked her if she loved me. She gently looked at me whiping my cheeks “With all my heart, but I need to teach you a lesson. Tomorrow get up at 6am, wake Sylvia so she can watch, be in the kitchen by 7 sharp, before I go to work”. I had never known anyone else who’s mother punished them with ginger. If I had done something extremely bad my mommy drove the lesson home with a long piece of ginger in my anus. I was made to stand in front of my mother naked, bend. Fat woman: aapki rasoi kaha hai?Myself: kyun? Idhar hi rakhdoFat woman: nahi nahi. Mera khaya hua jhoota aap log kyu dhoge. Ain khud hi dho deti hoon.Myself: theek hai. Jaisa tum chahoI wanted to ask her to remove her burkha and get comfortable but I didnt want her to think of me in a negative way as I was alone at home and shy should I ask a beggar to get comfortable at home as she wasnt any of my relativeShe went into the kitchen and looked for water. I asked her to pull up the tap a little. "I slept that night. For the first time in weeks, I slept, and Amanda kept watch over me.When I awoke, I went to find Sophie and Gav."Hi, Daddy!" My daughter said from her chair at the kitchen table."Hey, Munchkin!" I said, rejoicing in the smile I received in return"How are you this morning, Dad," Gav asked, concern showing on his face."Much better this morning, son," I answered. I saw the searching in his eyes, and walked over to embrace him. Words wouldn't come but he understood. "Much.