So there's this site, Tumblr where you can blog and people can ask you questions. I didn't have many followers, mostly friends and random people I kne... of at school. One night a hot black guy that had just graduated asked me something. ME. I was so young and he seemed to be so mature that something lured me towards him. He gave me his number and I could not believe it. We texted for a while then one late night, he said "let me come over. You can come out and sit in the car with me. We can. We had a good time and drank my beers slowly. My friends started to get pretty drunk and I was not in a mood to deal with them. So I was about to leave when this couple in their 50s started to talk to me in the bar. They asked why I was going to leave when I told them, I answered that my friends were getting to noisy and drunk. I did not want to deal with that this evening. I had too much on my mind.I told them about my concern for my future living arrangements and also that I recently had. I have been scratching her lightly freckled bare back and smacking her lily white and firm buttocks – she relishes that – and now I have her left arm held firmly behind her head, her long, curly and chestnut hair flowing onto the pillows. My right hand moves to her groin whilst I bring my mouth close to her and begin to whisper in her ear…"You are at the barbecue… the barbecue we are holding for our friends… but it is also just before a quarter to four… and the first Sunday of the month… and on. I knew that if I had cut it one more inch I would be showing myself clearly to any one seeing me sitting down.I sat there for the longest time; I finely took a deep breath and got out of my car. I looked up as I was getting out of the car and saw 6 or 7 men watching me. I felt myself turn red and I tried not to look at any of them as I walked into the showroom. Everyman there made catcalls and comments. One man said, "You boys don't stand a chance I'm making salesman of the day and she's all.