A great role model. He is not the student that we need (Josh wasn't sure if it was because he was outspoken from time to time, too cool and always doe... things his way) but the one that we deserve (Josh wasn't sure if it was because he was part black in an overwhelmingly predominantly white town and that they needed more ethnic minorities).Like nearly all the small towns in North Dakota, the white residents of Waterdale had German ancestry. But they also had some other ancestry too including. That would certainly be for the best.I had written Mother to tell her exactly when I would be returning home. She had responded by sending our carriage and driver to take care of me. Earlier, this afternoon the two of us had loaded all of my belongings into the coach and I was now being driven to the society's hall in London.It was my last initiation and I would go home immediately after. It would probably be the shortest one on record. I had no doubt but that I was being called on to initiate. As I did, she pulled the camera out of her bag and turned it on. “We are in the bathroom of a gay bar. I am going to suck Patrick’s dick a little bit and then dare him to bend over for my strap on. We will see where things take us from there.”Beth sat the camera down on a shelf at the end of the stall hoping that it would capture a good amount of the action. She walked over in front of me and squatted down like a baseball catcher behind home plate. She looked up at me and slowly took off her. I tried to get him to fantasize about them, as if I were one of them but zilch. What could I do?I bought sex toys, tried online stuff with pervs and extreme porn – yes I could get off but I wanted the real thing. Deciding it was dangerous to piss on my own doorstep, the scandal would be unbearable taking a toy boy and the inherent risks, I even thought about in house help, but Jose was not attractive in many ways. I even thought about a female sex partner – again in house, but Miriam? - no,.